so here we go...my flight is at 3:40 from JFK which means I have to be there at 3 hours early which means we have to leave the house in an hour. I'm a little disturbed by my lack of emotion - excitement or dread. I've never been this ambiguous before going away. And at least I wake up really excited the day I leave. Today just feels like any other day, except that I have to lug a lot of shit to the airport. I feel like I could be forgetting lots of stuff but I don't really have any desire to go check. I have so much stuff. And though I am in fact broke I'm going to wind up buying stuff there, like toiletries. Hm this is really boring. Well anyway. I'm off to the airport soon. Hopefully I will me animar at some point today. Wish me luck...







